Goodbye Letter

if you ask me 'is it hard?', if someone ask me 'is it hard?', my answer is yes, it's hard. It's so hard for me to know that we can't be together anymore. It's even harder to accept that i am the one who should end it. If someone ask me, who's leaving? My answer is love, it's not you leaving me or i leaving you, love is leaving us. If you ask me, do i still love you? Yes I am ! I still love you, but in different way now, my feeling is not same anymore like when you purpose me to be your girlfriend.


It's May 20th now, it's almost our 2nd year anniversary. That's a long time for kind of this relationship. I remember how i love you so much, when you was my world, when i thought you are perfect, and i will do anything to be with you. Remembering that even can make me smile, cause it still feel sweet beside hurt.


You are so kind. I realized that when we still together, i should believe that you love me that much. But it's too late, we are over now. Now on, you will be part of my love story, that when i look back i'm sure i will smile, i'm glad that i ever having you. We had many memories, and all of that sweet and memories is too strong, i doubt that i will forget all of it.


People asking, and maybe you too, why do i decide to break up if i still love you? Time past, things changed, there are a things that can't be explained by word, and it's called feeling. I don't mind to go trough hard thing with you, but it's not worth it anymore. It's not because of you, i just can't, it's about me, i can't do it anymore. I love you, i love you so much, but it's not worth it if in otherside of my heart i'm hurt. It's not because of you, it's because of the things between us. There are a few things that makes us feeling bad, and the things can't be fixed.


I love you, sorry for not say goodbye, i can't do that. I'm sorry for all my mistake to you and thank you for many memories, happiness, tears, love, and time that we spent together. I thank god to give you in my life. And i want you to know that i hope things doesn't change, i hope we still can be friend.