Here we go again. Those sleepless night. Those times where i cant just lay down in front of my television, watching Criminal Minds, Wayward Pines or NCIS. Those times where i have to choose between resting or doing my task. Those busy days.

Pulang pdw bingung karena gabut. And now, those gabut days is passing by, waving slowly to me. 3rd semester lawschool student. Menyenangkan. Akhirnya belajar hukum sesungguhnha, bukan cuma teori2 apa itu hukum, dan pengantar2. Belajar pidana, perdata, administasi negara, tata negara dan agraria. Ditambah, gue sok ngambil 3 matkul tambahan. Dan ternyata kebetulan dosen-dosen gue ini doyan ngasih tugas. Alhamdulillah.

Ditambah wanadri.

Ah kecil, cuma bagi waktu antara kuliah dan wanadri, apa susahnya? Bukan susah, mungkin lebih tepat kalau dikatakan bahwa gue harus mulai membagi waktu dengan memberikan sebagian porsi untuk wanadri. Artinya, less-me-time. Harus mulai merelakan weekendnya untuk wanadri. Jatah bolos kuliahnya buat wanadri.

Bu, maaf ya anakmu ini emang doyan cari yang susah susah. U know me. I wont stop doing wanadri stuff bcz u know its important for me, i like it here, and this is the things i always wanted. But i promise you that it wont bother my study. I will work harder to keep my gpa high. Sorry i will have less-time for you and dad and almas. Doesnt mean that family isnt my priority, please understand. I love u, i always loved u. Please be happy for me and accept wanadri as a part of my life now, bcz im happy here and i believe that wanadri will have a good impact for me. Im 19 now, isnt its a good things that i have many activities that keeps me busy all the time, bcz times will flies so fast and when i realized, i will be 30. I dont want to waste my youth. I love u buk.

Bibo, now my preference will changed. Yess i will prefer to go for gunung hutan training course, orad, tebing, mini season, expedition, etc. You know this days will comes, after i signed up for pendidikan dasar wanadri. But u know it will just last for two years, and then, the situation will be just like before. Then i will settle down, with you. Lets do whatever we wanted to do, as long as it positive. Lets compete in good things, to reach the best that we can, to do our best on whatever we do.