But I disagree, actually,
I just don't know how to tell.
Time will heal.
Time will make you feel much better.
You won't feel the pain anymore.
Time will bring you something good someday.
Someone to be loved again.
Deeper, bigger love.
You won't forget.
"it takes huge effort to free yourself from memory", huh?
It's too much to try to free yourself from memory
It's easier to make one,
A good one.
You won't forget.
But as I know, you won't feel the pain anymore.
You will be surprised what time could do
Or maybe it's because you end it wrong,
When my grandma passed away by train accident,
I didn't want to see her cold-dead-face, so i don't
Because I don't want to remember her last face for the rest of my life
I just want to remember her warm smile,
And her goodnight hug,
And her beautiful laugh.
Maybe you doing it wrong,
you both end it wrong.
And you don't get the closure you need.
So you remember your bad memories more than the sweet ones.
Why?
Why'd you choose to do that?
You've been with her for months, maybe years.
Years filled with happiness and good things.
Years filled with laughs and smiles.
Why'd you choose to make it feel hurts?
Aren't you supposed to be happy and grateful of all of that sweet memories?
It was sweet.
It is sweet.
You won't forget.
You'll remember
how she tied her shoes
how she love her coffee
how she do her hair
how she love the cat/ dog
But one day, you won't be worried about not seeing that glanced in her eyes again.
You will remember all of that as a sweet memories.
One day you won't be worried about losing all of it,
because it don't.
She's still smiling out there.
Be happy because it's still there, somewhere in this world.
Or maybe,
it's not about the memories.
Nor about what she did to hurt you
It's because of you.
You can't forgive yourself of losing her.
But listen.
You don't need to live with all the pain,
You can set yourself free,
You can.
If you wanted to.
After you forgive
Forgive,
And time will do the rest
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