I wish.. in 2 years I could finally travel far east.. to NTT, to Maluku, To Papua.. Living in Bandung for 3 years makes me realized that I don't really like the cold weather. Here we got less sunshine. And that's too bad. As a three-quarter Indonesian, I should have a tan ski, like it's a must. Because it's pur pride, Indonesian Pride. Tan skin and black hair, oh we're so exotic. We're blessed with those pigments. 

I really wish I could go to the beach.. right now. Like really, right now. Can I please wake up in an isle? Oh god how I miss the sound of the ocean, the endless wave sound, the birds, the emptiness after it. Oh how I miss the line between the ocean and the sky. Here in Bandung or Jakarta, we won't see any line, as there's too much buildings.

I wish I get enough money to stay in bali for this 3 month holiday. I could get used to it. Tan skin. Salty hair. A little burned skin. It's better than here, only planning for the wedding and doing nothing else. I love to roll at the sand. To look at the bright sky. Oh god I hate student live. I really can't wait to get a job and save my sallary to go for holiday I always craved.

Badly, after month trying to save my money, I only got around 1 million. So it means that the only place I could visit is pulau seribu. Too bad I can't wear bikini and do sunbathing there. It would be awkward. Isn't is sad, as I grow older, the ammount of money I get is not increasing, but my need? Uh it's increased like hell! I even only eat in a cheap place now but still, I can't save much money. A few semester ago, I could go to Bali every semester break because I could save a lot! And that's the life I want. Go to the beach every 4-6 month. REFRESHED. Damn life's suck. But saltwater heals. 

Can someone please give me 2 million so I could go to Bali for a few day? I could die caused of the lack of sunshine....