This part of my pre-wedding journey..

Just a week before, I was just so in love with him for no reason.

And now, I feel like I can't. Get married. I really can't. I don't want to spend the rest of my life with him. He did nothing wrong nor hurt me. I just can't.

I even don't want any human interaction. I wish I could really just dissapear. I wish I had no phone. I wish I was alone and I wish EVERYBODY LET ME. BE ALONE. JUST FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE. DONT TEXT ME DONT CALL ME PLEASE JUST LET ME DO MY OWN THING AND STAY AWAY. including you, boo. leave me alone for a moment