Happy birthday

 

 It’s her birthday. Looking at her pictures makes me realize how much I miss her being. It’s been 8 years. And I haven’t even come to her grave for a year.

I always thought that, if she’s still alive, I would have a best travel partner to travel all around the country. And she would spoil me like she always did. She was always gave me the best gift on my birthday. Cook all those Japanese home-cooking meals. Take all the family for vacation. Oh god I love her.

She was my mother’s keeper, and bumper. A great woman who raised my mother all alone. After she past, I promised her in that i’ll always take care of my mother.

But obaacan, I’m sorry I didn’t. I pushed her away like I did to everybody. I don’t give them a chance to get close to my heart. I set aside all the emotion, and replace it with my goals to achive.

I’m sure that you’re resting in peace there, and watched us. You grew a smart-inndependent-kind hearted-and-successful son and daughter. You should be proud. Me and all your grand child is now almost fully-grown well. Another things to be proud of.

I really wish that I could see you in my dream tonight, so I could remember how you look, and how warm is your eyes.

Rest in peace there, untul we re-united again.

Love.